| Ahh...What a great weekend! |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|07:43 pm] |
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| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Keith Urban - You'll Think Of Me | ] |
( If I Were... )
All I have to say about last night is, uhm..interesting LOL. Missy and I are awesome lol. *Yay* For late night road trips!
I spent all afternoon with Missy. We went to Grandma's to see if she could alter my dress. She didn't want to because she wasn't sure if she could, and if it turns out that she couldn't she didn't want to ruin it. So Missy and I went to the mall to try on prom dresses. Her and I were getting pretty frustrated, but I think we were both hiding it pretty well and just laughed it off most of the time. We were heading back through Boston Store cuz we parked over in that area, and we found some more dresses. We tried on like 9 between the two of us. I finally found one. OMG. It's gorgeous!
Backing up for a minute though. I took my pink dress back. They're sending me a check for $126 and some cents. They're giving me full price for it when it was on clearance lol. Suckers.
Anyway, so I saw a little stain on the dress that I found. It looks like a burn mark. So I got 25% off. WOO! LOL! Okay I should probably tell you what it looks like. It's SO sexy lol. It's white, low cut in the front, halter neck. Right where it cuts down the chest, there's this gold clippy thing. Over the top is like a pleated front which totally adds character to the dress, and in the front, it cuts like right above the knee. It's hott lol. If I can figure out how to use my digital camera, I'll take a picture and post it on here. It's SO HOTT lol!!
Originiall, it was $155. I guess there was this GoodWill thinger. So if I brought something in, I would get an extra 15% off. Well, I totally speeded home to tell my mom about it. She gave me her card and let me use her car, and just my luck, I completely forgot to bring something. The lady asked me if I had my coupon and I said no..uhm she gave me the extra 15% anyway. Very strange. So anyway, I got that dress for $99.16! It's awesome!! Hehe. It's so exciting. I'm going to try it on again tonight.
Grr, I have to get one of those bras that don't have a back. I'm gonna have to hunt around a little bit so I can find one. I could pull off not wearing a bra, but I really really don't want to. I tried it both ways. I like the support lol. It'll be especially good for when we do the Cha-Cha. And you know how Missy and I dance...LOL! A bra will definitely be good hehe.
So yes. A very productive day. Now I'm home and I am damn tired. Ugh!! *yawn* I'm really thirsty. I want one of my juices. Hrm.
It's pouring out :-\ Kinda scary driving home on the interstate. Ugh. Oh well, I'm home safe and that's all that matters!
So anyway, I'm going to grab something to eat..prolly honey nut cherrios LOL and a juice box. And I gotta start a load of laundry and I'm gonna watch Alias at 8.
Much love to..well, you know who you are :) Love you guys!!
*Mandie* |
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[Mar. 25th, 2004|06:01 am] |
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| |  content | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Samantha Mumba - Gotta Tell You | ] |
( Gotta Tell You *Samantha Mumba* )
i need more sleep.
anyway. the oc was uhm..yea it was pretty good lol. i LOVE the oc. im addicted. just when i thought things were headed in the right direction with marissa and ryan. DAMNIT LUKE WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!!?
i know he didnt do it on purpose. but i duno..now it seems like ryan was just using marissa. sure it may have seemed that way, but cmon. look at those two. you know they both wanted to go with each other.
here is what i dont understand. if you feel so strongly about someone...WHY FIGHT IT?!
damn fucking people.
ugh sooo yea sort of excited to go to school today. its 55 degrees baby! so nice :) so i can wear cute stuff again lol. you know how it goes. i wanna find that tank from american eagle..i really want to wear it today!! so yes. to the shower i go! woot woot
i love you spring!!
<3
mandie |
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| i should be doing my homework... |
[Mar. 23rd, 2004|02:21 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| |  indifferent | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You | ] |
1 MIN AGO: commented to ashleys post.
1 DAY AGO: went tanning and saw jesse
1 WEEK AGO: this is approx one week ago..but yea. went to illinois
1 YEAR AGO: (approx one year) loren and i were made official and he came to see us perform :)
I HURT: my arm. i dont even know what the hell i did lol
I LOVE: my friends and family :)
I HATE: immature, back stabbing, two faced, hypocritcal, cowards
I FEAR: lonliness
I HOPE: im on the honor roll for 3rd quarter
I FEEL: aggravated
I LISTEN: to everyone
I HIDE: how im really feeling
I DRIVE: my pos that i renamed genvieve
I PLAY: cribbage
I MISS: summer :(
I LEARNED: that i sound canadian....wtf?
I KNOW: the rutter glorida and the lord nelson mass :-D
I WAIT: prom and graduation
I NEED: my dress altered..speaking of prom lol
I THINK: i need to do my laundry lol
Current Clothes: khakis and my brownish goldish peasant top :)
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: the game of love*michelle branch*
Current Taste: cherry coke
Current Hair: wavy... i let it air dry :)
Current Annoyance: cold hands
Current Smell: my candles
Current thing I ought to be doing: homework
Current Desktop Picture: crystal
Current Favorite bands: bon jovi, rascal flatts, maroon 5, evanescence, new found glory
Current Book: the shining
Current Movie In VCR: how to lose a guy in 10 days
Current Refreshment: cherry coke
Current Worry: am i going to get all my work done by friday??
Current Crush: its hardly a crush..more like the love of my life? |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2004|11:52 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| |  pissed off | ] |
seriously, fuck you. im done. |
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| New Love = Michelle Branch |
[Mar. 22nd, 2004|01:12 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Murphy Lee feat. Jermaine Dupri - Wat Da Hook Gon' Be | ] |
Along with immaturity, cowardice really pisses me off. Like the pussies that comment on my livejournal and can't even say who they are. And again, it's funny how nothing can be said to my face. It all has to be "secretly" commented in livejournal. Real mature ;) Props to you.
What's even better is that if it's the person I think it is, then she's being hypocrite. Saying that she's done and sick of the drama yet contributing to it more. Not being mature enough to let things go and let by gones be by gones. Nope, she has to go out of her way to act like a bitch. WAY TO GO!
Okay starting anew. For the record, I would like to say that I don't sound like a Candian on the phone, or in person for that matter. You can't say that I sound Quebecan either because Quebec is in Canada.
It's kind of funny thought. I've always gotten a lot of compliments on my voice. I've been told that it's soft and pretty, dainty, quiet, timid. Pfft. Bitch please lol. I duno whatever. It's nice to hear it. I just don't like being told I sound like I'm Canadian :-P
Today wasn't necessarily a good day, but it wasn't a bad day either. It was just blah lol. I'm so tired. I just want to go back to bed! I might take a nap before I go to the dentist. *sigh* Yea so Dr. Salnick should be damn fucking happy that I got my wisdom teeth taken out LOL! He's prolly going x-rays this time since I'm 18 :-\ Maybe I can convince him to keep doing flouride :D haha. I still can't open my mouth as wide as I used to be able to. My right side hurts and feels like it's pulling. Oh well. I'll have him look at it or something. LOL. Who knows.
Soo..senior skip day on Friday. WOOT WOOT! LOL! I'm so staying home. I'm gonna tell my mom when she comes home. Yay! I get to totally sleep in. It's not like I would be missing much anyway. It's a Friday and the end of the quarter. I'm getting all of my shtuff in on Thursday, so I should be good to go! I think I'm going to Chassa's. I duno for sure yet though. And you know, my mom can't through that bullshit at me that I stay home all the time because this would be my 3rd full week of going to school LOL.
Ugh. I'm hungry.
After reading all of my entries about Prom last year..WOW! lol. I'm really excited. Reading it made me think of this year...I seriously seriously hope that Loren can take me to Prom. I tried calling Rose yesterday, but no one was home..or else no one was picking up. No one called me back either. I can't call her until Wednesday. I have that stupid project for Social Issues which requires us watching TV. Kinda stupid. So I actually have to pay attention and take notes while I'm watching TV. That sucks lol. He already knows that I can't do the music video part because, Mandie doesn't have cable lol.
We got to sing Kyrie in the atrium for choir :) It was awesome. That's my favorite song! I really want to do the alto solo..but I duno. I'm so scared to try out for it. What if I sound like crap when I'm singing by myself? I know that I can blend well with other people, but what if I get up there and do it myself I sound like shit? :-\ I don't want to make a fool of myself. I really really like the part though. I duno...definitely gotta take some time to think about it. Do a little praying :) We'll see how it goes.
Well, I'm gonna go and find some lunch and get some homework done before I go to the dentist. Later days!
Love always,
Mandie |
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[Mar. 21st, 2004|08:16 pm] |
 | Tenderheart Bear
You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out. | |
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| shit. |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|08:12 pm] |
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| |  determined | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Jason Mraz - The Remedy (I Won't Worry) | ] |
im home.
its was an alright weekend.
felt like i got a lot closer with steff, wendy, and marcia.
got mad at shantelle.
hardly talked to amanda.
im exhausted.
my head hurts, and i am so exhausted.
im surprised i haven't taken a nap yet.
thats it!
im going to bed.
good luck tomorrow..
you know who you are
and you know why.
before i go to bed..
i was reading some stuff.
it really reminded me of how great things used to be.
all the buzzage before prom..
getting all excited for seeing loren.
i missed loren.
a lot.
this weekend.
i was glad to sort of being able to talk to him today.
we didnt talk much,
but it was enough to make me cry.
i told him something that i never thought i would ever tell him.
the love i have for him is the most pure and sincere love ive ever had for anyone.
i duno whats going on now or what the future holds for him and i, but i love him.
i want everything with him.
the big house with a two door garage, white picket fence, 2.5 kids, and a dog.
...actually lets make that a cat.
i want it all.
*sigh*
things need to work or i dont know what im going to do.
this hurts...you have no idea how much this hurts.
i cant lose it.
i wont lose it.
but i really gotta go..im so tired. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|02:13 pm] |
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| | crushed, hurt, empty, alone, lost, depressed | ] |
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| | shes my kind of rain*tim mcgraw* | ] |
ive never felt this way before. its absolutely excruciating.
im sitting here with shes my kind of rain by tim mcgraw up as loud as it can go to drown out the sound of my crying.
i feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and torn apart. absolutely torn apart.
i cant keep writing. my hands are shaking so bad. |
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[Mar. 18th, 2004|05:53 am] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Michelle Branch - Everywhere To Me | ] |
Last night was absoultely horrible. |
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| *RAWR* |
[Mar. 17th, 2004|05:07 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | numb*linkin park* | ] |
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today has definitely been interesting. i made a comment about finn being annoying. i was in a weird mood and a certain someone got overly defensive about it and told me that i wasnt going in their group for prom anyway, so i wouldnt see him. good to know that she had no intentions of seeing me at prom either. thanks a lot, way to make me feel good.
whatever. that shit really pisses me off. i should add that to a reason why i shouldnt go. *ATTiTUDE PROBLEMS.* -.-
you know what i love the most, tho? someone can be mad at me an entire fucking day. and even when i ASK whats wrong, they say nothing. but yet then can SEND ME A COMMENT THROUGH LJ expressing why theyre upset.
i find that amusing. cant even say it to my fucking face..hm.
anyway. ive been so irritated the past few days. ugh!! today has by far been the worse. im so tired. i fell asleep a little after 4 heh. ugh. im waiting for missy to call me when she gets home from her appointment. her and i are going to grandmas to see if she can alter my dress.
*waits*
okay well i think im going to go back and lay down before she calls. later days |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|08:35 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You | ] |
You are the Crayon Box. You have a multicolor
personality. You mix well with all the other
colors because there's a small part of every
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What Color Crayon Are You
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i try.
went to missys and talked to mom. she said that my dress is able to be altered. tomorrow after school missy and i are going to grandmas to see if she can alter it for me. so thats good news.
my neck seriously hurts. i think ive been sleeping on it really funny the past few nights. either that, or the weather is making me hurt. either way, its definitely uncomfortable. i am in desperate need for one of lorens amazing and orgasmic massages haha. not a *sexual* massage. just to get all the knots out of my upper back and neck.
my sinuses..god. bitch! theyre bothering me hard core. its the weather, i swear to you. it gets really cold and then it heats up a little and then its like freezing again. its killing me, seriously. and ive had a headache for the past four days. i think thats tieing in with my sinuses tho.
*GROWL*
so i duno if im gonna dress all cute tomorrow because its going to be so fucking cold. mom said its supposed to snow tonight -.- that seriously pisses me off. its supposed to be spring in 5 days. this is bullshit. i hate you weather. i HATE YOU.
my skin is really soft. yay for lotion.
uhm nothing more to say so...night. |
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| oooooooooh baby |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|05:01 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Murphy Lee feat. Jermaine Dupri - Wat Da Hook Gon' Be | ] |
Earth
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with animals and transform into any animal you
like. You are witty, beautifull, and clever...
If you think long enough.
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fun!!
you know whos really annoying? finn. i can hardly stand that attention starved brat. im sorry amber and ashley lol. i just cant stand him. i actually hope that amber finds herself a bf before prom because i might have to kill myself. actually...i would kill him instead. why ruin my night? lol
im so dressing all hot tomorrow lol. black pants, my pink tank top, and my duster. and my hot pink flip flops with the rhinestones :) woot woot! im french braiding my hair tonight so that its curly tomorrow :) im gonna be SMOKIN!
prolly not, but okay. i can dream, cant i?
im going to missys tonight to have mom look at my dress. maybe she can french braid my hair too? that would be awesome! then i wouldnt have to try to do it myself lol. we'll see if shes busy or not lol.
uhm yea. so mom should be home soon and dinner is almost done, so im outta here. lata |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|03:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Doe or Die f. Twista - Po Pimp | ] |
okay i think i am definitely noticably dark :D :D this is so AWESOME! lol. jesse wants to go on friday, so that should be good.
uhm i do have a problem tho. so i tried on my dress and i realized that i need a good 2-3 inches pulled in LOL. but yea uhm i looked at the zipper and yea...i duno if its going to be able to be altered :-\ i gotta talk to mom numero dos ASAP! if i cant get it altered, then i have to see if i can take it back and get a dress in a smaller size. shit shit shit! i wonder if missy is even home yet :-\
im gonna call in a minute cuz i think missy works today? yea she works tonight. damn. brb. okay well shes going to call me when she gets home from work. GRRR! yea so i have to see if it can be altered and if not..mandie needs to find a new dress. FUCK.
okay *breathes deep* everything is going to be fine. im not going to spaz over it. everything will be fine.
haha okay.
jesse and i went tanning today. woot woot! his first time lol. he was only able to go for 8 minutes lol. i fell asleep, again. it was all good!!! woohooo! i got some good tanning tips lol. s yea its all gravy. so when i go on friday i definitely know the areas that im working on. yup yup yup!
i have to call signuature salon and spa soon. i should do that right now. i want to price and see how much up do and nails cost. and then im gonna make my appointment. ash said something about cheri nails on silvernail...so i might call them and see what their prices look like. im making all of my appointments this week. gotta get this shit done. the faster that i make things final, the harder it is to back out of everything LOL. i am NOT backing down. no no no. cant do it.
its the tan. i swear to you its the tan lol. being dark makes me SO happy and ahh lol. i love it. money doesnt make people happy. tanning does lol. w/e im being a dork LOL. anywho, im going to go. i have algebra II homework to attend to :) later days!! |
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[Mar. 16th, 2004|08:59 am] |
when i get home im going to have to do and updated pros and cons list. cmon guys give me more lol.
okay so ive come to the conclusion that i really do want to go. i want to go and have fun and look like a princess in my dress with my hair and nails done to perfection. i want to show off the tan that ive been working on and dance my heart out with my friends. i want to do the cha cha with missy and ashley like we always do. i want do all the before prom pictures. the couples, the girls, the guys. i want to show up to the PAC in a limo. hang out at dennys afterwards looking all hot and shtuff. i want my aunt to make a gorgeous corsage like she did last year. i want to laugh about nothing for ten minutes with missy. i want to dance, and laugh, and cry.
i want to go. but i want to go with loren. i hope his mom gets that letter soon so that things can get sorted out...if loren is going to go to prom, then he needs to get fitted for a tux lol. i hope that things work out and he can go. i duno whats going to happen otherwise. i need him back. i need him because i love him.
i gtg class is almost over.
love always
manderz |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Evan And Jaron - The Distance | ] |
How evil are you? |
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| Pros and Cons of going to prom. |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|03:31 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved | ] |
Pros:
*It's my senior prom
*One of the last nights where we will all be together at once having fun
*I'll have nothing better to do if I stay home because, *gasp* all of my friends are going to be at prom.
*I already have a dress, shoes, and a purse
*I've been excited for prom since the night ended last year.
*I've really been in the mood to dance.
*I've never seen Chassa all dressed up before :-P
*I already started tanning for it
*Dan told me I have to go because he wants to make sure I'm having a good time
*Lance wants me to go
*All of my friends want me to go
*My mom assumes I'm going and if I don't, she'll start asking a million questions
*I match the colors
*If I don't go, I know I'll regret it
*I blew off Homecoming and Sadies for this night
*Loren is making it seem like if his mom and i figure things out, he wants to go.
Cons
*No date
*It's expensive
*I went last year, why go again this year?
*It wont be the same as last year and I'll be thinking about Loren the entire time
*Second half of car insurance is due the Tuesday or Wednesday before prom.
*No one knows what is going on with transportation, dates, who is for sure going, flowers etc.
*I still have to get my dress altered
*I don't want to drive if we don't take a limo
*If I don't have a date, I don't want to be left out by all the couples
if anyone has pros or cons to add, comment and let me know. thanks. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|01:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Mariah Carey - Hero | ] |
I did it in 23</big></b> seconds.
I deserved a B+!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
yea. what now.
uhm so..i have a headache. i feel really stressed but i think its because ive hardly slept since friday. i just ate some food so either thats the cause of it, or its going to help my headache go away.
so uhm..dan? lol i could smack you. you parked REALLY close to my car LOL! youre so lucky that i had enough space in front of me to get out..otherwise i would have it your explorer lol. my car is a pos as it is, i dont need your suv being a punk and beating it up more :-P
anywho. im gonna go tanning so later days. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|06:16 am] |
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| |  drained | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Michelle Branch - Breathe | ] |
a few more nights of deep sleep like last night, and i should be back on track.
lack of sleep seriously makes me sick. i am dragging like no other, headache, my stomach hurts..omg. im so stopping at speedway and getting the biggest cappucino that i can get. that should wake me up. and if it doesnt, screw you. im going home.
anyway. time to get ready. i gotta leave in about 20 minutes. i duno how im ever going to get out of here on time. cya |
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| Damn Skippy... |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|06:11 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| | cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | wat da hook gon be*murphy lee* | ] |
You are the grammar Fuhrer. All bow to your
authority. You will crush all the inferior
people under the soles of your jackboots, and
any who question your motives will be
eliminated. Your punishment is being the bane
of every other person's existence, because
you're constantly contradicting stupidity.
Everyone will be gunning for you. Your dreams
of a master race of spellers and grammarians
frighten the masses. You must always watch your
back. If only your power could be used for good
instead of evil.
What is your grammar aptitude?
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| im home :) |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|03:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | yeah*usher* | ] |
crabby. tired. headache. stomachache.
uhm it was a pretty good weekend. i was pretty much exhausted tho. stayed up too late on friday, up too early on saturday, stayed up late saturday, got up early on sunday. and now here i am. a mess.
i came home with hopes of being able to talk to loren. well hes not even home. at least i dont think hes home. says it wont be back til monday afternoon. wtf? matt asked if he was taking a break from his computer i was like fuck if i know. i havent been home at all. how am i supposed to know where he is?! no calls from him so..i duno. dave called tho. around 1 i guess. i tried calling him back but im assuming hes at work. kyle called too from some weird number and i called him back lol. it was kinda funny.
kyle, if you call, tell my mom, k? she gets worried when guys call and dont leave their names.
anywho. i actually spent a lot of time with robbie and falter. had some interesting conversations and it was all good. we picked who we want to room with next weekend :) i picked wendy, marica, and steff. actually we all picked each other and steff's mom is doing the rooming arrangements, so we're all going to be together. woot woot! its exciting. i love those ladies. i think that weekend is going to be filled with a lot of bonding :) especially since we're all going to be going off to college. steff and i are gonna be in minnesota, wendy is going to be in la crosse and as for marcia..wow i really dont even know. hm oh well. i love them all. ive known them forever and its been great :) wendy and robbie are performing at my wedding. wendy is gonna sing and robbies gonna play the guitar lol. i love you guys *hug* anyway.
im taking my happy ass upstairs to take aleve and then im going to bed. night, ill talk to you all tomorrow. |
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| have a good weekend. |
[Mar. 13th, 2004|05:08 pm] |
| [ | Current Aura |
| | exhausted | ] |
| [ | Current Intoxication |
| | Fabolous - Cant Let You Go | ] |
the odds of AIM staying connected the entire night im gone is very slim. so ill just post a little something in here about it.
im going to illinois...long grove, IL. i'll be home tomorrow around 2:40 i guess.
so yea..larry was here...
i stayed downstairs the entire time -.-
i cant live here with both of them. i just cant do it. i duno what im going to do during the summer for college. i dont want to come back and live here. well not here per se espcially if we move. but you know what i mean. god this is horrible. i cant do it. who knows if im all of a sudden going to be comfortable with it a yaer from now.
maybe i can crash with missy and beck during the summer. that would be fun. i duno we'll see. i shouldnt worry about it now...its a year away.
cara wants me to write a letter to him. or to try anyway. she said i dont have to give it to him, but just write to him and tell him how i feel. funny. ricciardi told me to do the same thing awhile ago...i wonder if he still has it? i should ask him on monday.
so im leaving soon. about a half hour :-\
im not feeling the best. i stayed up too late last night. im exhausted. *sigh* ill prolly sleep the whole way there. who knows. it depends on who im riding with. i called dibs with steff and lynn heh.
OMG I WANT A SHAMROCK SHAKE. i should go and get one before i leave. that would make me feel so much better.
this is going to sound stupid, but oh well. i wish loren was here. i want to take a nap with him here. i know that he'll take care of me and watch out for me, make sure that nothing happens to me. scratch my back or play with my hair til i fall asleep. just gazing at me like he was that one time..while i was watching the oc. he was just looking at me. it made me feel so warm and fuzzy. i miss that. i want that back.
k so with exhaustion comes intense emotions. so im going to go before i start to cry heh. later days...ill talk to you losers tomorrow. have a good weekend |
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[Mar. 13th, 2004|03:39 pm] |
larrys here -.-
anger.
i shouldnt have come home. |
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